I can overcome…

“Hi, Brittian how are you?” Asked my Attorney. I of course was hopeful. My last deposition was canceled. If my Attorney is calling me, that has to mean the deposition was actually going to happen. […]

The Fake Smile

“Please just please make her love me. All I want is her love. My mother’s love.” I desperately looked up at yet another imaginary friend, Justin. My brother Justin. He looked at me with his […]

On This Day Anyway…

“Bartholomew what you’re trying to explain to me just makes absolutely no sense anymore. I don’t know why I ever chose to believe your harsh, manipulative words all this time.” Bartholomew is one of the […]

One. Two. Three…

“One. Two. Three.” I started screaming at myself the number of tiles I saw on my parents’ kitchen floor. Those tiles were the absolute worst. Not only were the laminated stone tiles quite easy to […]

This is MY YEAR…

December is finally here. December is such an overwhelmingly difficult time of year for my shattered yet hopeful beating heart. My heart longs so desperately for a family that no longer brings my hazel, freckled […]